Swinging to find contentment and get closer to god......

We as humans have made it a habit to run after everything that can give us material pleasures. In the process we forget the virtues and the joy of that one gets by drowning himself in godliness. A couple of years back I realized that I was also doing the same…..running …running …running , seeking more and more and in the process running away from my self and running away from that eternal feeling of bliss. So one day after a full filling orgy when I was sitting lying on the couch I realized that there were rarely any joys of life that equaled the state of joy I was then in. I was elated. rejuvenated, had a clarity of ideas and most important of all I was in a contended state of mind. And I thanked god for giving me that contentment which was otherwise so hard to find.

So I thought that apart from the purpose of procreation maybe this is more reason for god to have created sex – to gift us a way to feel contended. Maybe he knew that man would be always restless and would run after material things so he created something which was closer to nature and something that could be achieved easily without destroying the harmony with nature and with god. And this always works like a magic charm for me ..whenever I feel restless I go and take part in an orgy with those wonderful souls and come back with a feeling of contentment. And that is the stage when I can rise above myself and work to achieve greater goals and work for greater good. And that is the stage when my race for petty things stops and my inward journey starts